Thursday, December 29, 2005

Things That Made Me Go Oh-My-God! This Year

Of course there have been a lot of OMG moments but here are a few that I can actually remember....(gimme a break guys, it HAS been 364 days)

1) The release of Never Gone and Emancipation of Mimi that signalled the return of two of the biggest musical influences of my life. Buying both original cds around the same time burnt a whole in my pocket but it was worth it.

2) The discovery of my obsession towards The O.C.. I know that this started from last year even but somehow, the worse the show got, the more I LOVE it...I don't even know how to explain it but it's true...And Ben Mckenzie...my lordy....just looking at him is enough to make me tune in, no matter how bad the episode is

3) American Idol 4. The only season where I came out truly obsessed over it. Actually, it had more to do with the fact that Carrie Underwood was in it. I paid attention to her even from the start of her auditions and low and behold, she's my latest favourite singer. Her are they-aren't they? relationship with Anthony caused a HUGE storm among the Fedorwoods, a community that I am proud to be part of. It linked me back to Jenn and it evolved into giving me a chance to make my thoughts
heard by both Anthony and Carrie when Amanda passed my letter to them...and my gifts too. Are we any closer to finding out if they are together? *sighs* God knows...

4) Through Friendster, a life I never thought I would be able to revisit again has come back. It was sort of in and out last year but in 2005, the class of 6-1 Qionan Primary School has a more meaningful..er..meaning for me. Mariam and Faezah are now trusted friends of mine and it's because of them that I enjoy going back to Singapore as often as I do. Sometimes, according to my mom, too often.

But oh well....in friendships, certain sacrifices have to be made...to go round full circle from JB, KL and SG is one that I'd gladly make. There's no better feeling than to be close to people who have known you since before puberty plagued all of us...and for me personally, there's no greater feeling than to know the same girls who were there with me before my move to Malaysia. We weren't as close in school as we are now...I guess God has His ways in making things work...

Psst! Do I have to include Umar and Adil as well? Aiyah..ok lah...for old times sake...cause even after they left Qiaonan, we still loved and missed them.

5) My friendship with Kathy and Kat strengthened even more this year than ever. Thanks to YM, somehow three girls from Malaysia, Australia and The Phillipines are connected in ways we could have never imagined. I love them to pieces...

6) Another Catherine (cause I somehow know 3 Kats at one shot) came back into my life, and that's Kathy. She was there when the Nick/Brit phase came into play and we were so close that it was insane...a freak accident from my email caused us to lose touch for a while but we're friends again now with not only the BSB as our common strength but also the O.C. Cause our lives seem much simpler when we watch the show...

7) Britney's marriage. Gah...that's all I can say....

8) The Paris-Nick war...another "gah..."

9) The amount of theatre experiences that I've accumilated over the year. I can't believe how much I went through and it was all worth it. From the main auditorium to Shah Alam, it was an experience worth remembering...the good, the bad, the ugly and the...ahem...sweet.

10) I never thought my heart could be open to someone ever again. But through him, I was proven wrong. He came along at the most unexpected time, through the most unexpected way. Although nothing came out of it, it's ok because at least now I know that this heart of stone was finally thawed. He will never know what he's done...but I do...He doesn't know that when he talks to me, my brain is as mushed as it can get and I honestly cannot think...

11) Fixing the broken. In my case, the absolutely shattered. I dunno..it's still cracked in numerous places but at least, I guess, the foundation's been built. It took me two and a half years, and I never thought I'd EVER forgive him for it. Have I though? I guess...I'm not too sure...But what I do know is that I don't ever want to die the next day and know that there burnt bridges that I did not try to salvage. Were my attempts in vain? It's up to him to decide. Although I have to admit, it's ridiculous the way her terms a friendship. I didn't know being friends meant acting as though both of us don't exist...In fact, I think there was more action when we WERE fighting...


12) 24th January 2006. Venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium. Event: BSB Concert. It was 10 years in the making, with a LOT of trials and tribulations....there were tons of chances I had to pass up but now, it's here....It was a great way to end the year, with a confirmation that I have my VIP tickets to watch them live...and it will (hopefully) be a good start to the year as well if they come without cancelling...A
decade of patient waiting...

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Went out with Maha, Muhaiza, Dianne and Kinah last night...it was a LOAD of fun...there was so much laughter till our tummy ached....we went out to eat at NZ after E Lit 3's replacement class and we stayed out till the very end of our curfew. Honestly, when girls get together, it's always a lot of fun...

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Kejap kat Indoor, lepas tu kat Suntec, sekarang Indoor balik....

Can the stupid company make up their mind already? First they said that the BSB concert will be at the Indoor Stadium...then they changed it to the Suntec Convention Center...THEN NOW it's at he Indoor Stadium again...what the heck?

Anyways, if it's confirmed that it's at the stadium, then this is the seating arrangement...



According to Yana, I'm in the B block (although it's in the fifth row...and all alone mind you)...that means that we're dead set in the center man...Awesome, I must say...

I had a dream about the concert the other night...that somehow, although it says that I'm in the 5th row, I ended up being on the third teir of the stadium. That's high, ok? We were on the third tier when we went to the PCK Musical....and somehow, the place where I was seating was encased with a glass wall...so I couldn't really see them and I couldn't really hear them as well...

And when I peered down, I could see Yana, Lizah, all of them just looking around, trying to figure out where I was...and I couldn't tell them that I was stuck upstairs...

THAT was a nightmare....

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

For me, the 26th of December 2005 does not exist. It has been written off my as the day that I never lived through. Why? Simply because yesterday, for the 7 hours straight, I found that if I was not taking a nap, I was crying my eyeballs out. To a point where I thought I was never ever going to make it back to UIA in one piece, and with my sanity in check.

First, due to the fact there were absolutely no more buses going to KL, I had to board a factory worker's bus. Do you know how awful that felt? Of course, just the fact that I had to ride the bus was sad enough, and plus my sudden bouts of depression? Sheesh...and it took HOURS to move....so when it actually stopped at Ayer Hitam, where I had already been crying silently, I lost 300 EFFING ringgit and that was it...I hit a new low...I didn't care who saw me...I just cried and cried on the phone...

Then as if that wasn't enough, the bus did a stop at Negeri Sembilan. By this time, my butt was starting to hurt, my eyes were burning with tears and I was ready to scream. And it had already been 5 freaking hours....Normally, the stupid ride would take 4 hours...

The bus BROKE DOWN after getting back on the highway and then it STOPPED at the Seremban pit stop. I was almost dying...

And we reached Puduraya at 7pm. SEVEN bloody hours in the bloody bus, with bloody eyes and a bloody temper. By then, I had asked my roomate to buy me dinner cause I didn't have the strength to actually do anything. I was ready to give up and just let myself die at the side of the road or something...

Praise the Lord, my grandma had given me RM20 which I had in my jeans' pocket so I used that to take me a bus to UIA where I FINALLY reached my room and within minutes, collapsed into a heap of tears. Seriously, it was hard on me...I was dying...

Then I called my parents and apologized to them for losing the money...I felt awful, like I wanted to just die...but they were actually cool about it although I knew it must have killed them slightly to know about my carelessness...

My roomates came back after that, and I told them everything..my eyes were (and still are) puffy....but I made through last night ok...I was just so tired...so ridiculously tired and pissed with myself for being so stupid...

And then this morning, I found out that I had lost my UIA PJ testimonial and graduation certificate...so now I have to go back to PJ and pay them to reprint the thing for me...

ARGHHHHHH!!! I HATE my life right now...

And the girls put my feelings in the most exact description. Yesterday was the anniversary for the Tsunami victims...well, I had my own Tsunami...with tears flowing out of my eyes...damn....7 freaking hours...I didn't even cry that much when I broke up with ahem...

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas everyone!

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Tagboard reply:

Sarah: Thanks Sarah...that'll be great! Erm, actually my notes for Ethics can't be used cause my lecturer's one of a kind...it's better to find them from the same lecturer that you're taking cause each lecturer has a different marking scheme.

Syima: You've been an awesome friend. I know the things that have been going on could have either broken our friendship or made it stronger..I'm glad that it's the latter. Honestly, I'm sorry for being such an emotional bundle lately...and you've been awesome...I'll try looking out for the song k? As for the Notebook DVD, it's yours! You don't mind buying second hand? Oh and I will definately try to watch Proof! But you definately can borrow it!

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I'm confused about the BSB concert venue. I thought it was at the Suntec Convention Center. And when I saw the ad on tv today, it said that it'll be at the Indoor Stadium...I'm confused....

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I watched Numb3rs today and guess who was a special guest?? Joseph Gordon-Levitt! OMG! I LOVE that guy...honestly one of the most versatile actors I've ever know...he won my heart in 10 Things....and one of the main actors for Numb3rs is David Krumholtz. And he was also on 10 Things, playing JGL's sidekick. It was interesting to see them in a more matured role...where JGL's the bad guy who killed someone in the end...and it was David Krumholtz who apprehended him in the end...it was just..interesting...

And I remember another crossover...with Leslie Grossman and Tamara Mello. The episode where Val's wedding dress gets sold...and the both of them were in the episode..it was just awesome...

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I know MTV Asia's slow with Laguna Beach but oh my goodness! Last night was just insane! It had Jeff kissing Jessica in front of LC. And he lied, saying it was Jessica who came on to him...

And LC made a statement of how you can't tell your girlfriend you love her and 5 minutes later kiss your ex-girlfriend. I feel ya!

Cause for me, you don't tell a girl that you won't ever forget about her and ten minutes later ask her where you can take your new girlfriend out for a date. It might have happened a few years ago but it still stings man...

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Credits to Not-like-you.com. Nick and Aaron lately. The boy's grown up..and not in a good way...I don't even know what happened to him...although he's Nick's brother, I gotta say that Lindsay and Hilary leaving him were probably the best decision they've ever made. He's so self-destructive that it's crazy...

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Saturday, December 24, 2005

*sings*I must stickwitu forever...nobody gonna take me higher...I must stickwitu...

I was on my way back from KL to JB when I heard the remix to Stickwitu on Hitz.FM. I didn't even know the song existed...and that I would love it equally as much as I love the original Stickwitu. The remix features Avant on guest vocals and it has Melody singing more on the track and not just Nicole....

Ahhh...I got their names right, didn't I? Hehe....it took a while but I can't say I love the group without actually knowing their names now, could I?

Just head over to PCDfan.com. They have a temporary layout so the link might dissapear very soon. Scroll down the page and you'll see the mp3 link. Moi is downloading it now...

"Excitement!"

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I bought the DVDs for The Notebook, Mean Girls and Proof. See a trend? Yeah...Rachel Mcadams movies...and Proof with Gweyneth (spelling??) and Anthony Hopkins...Syima might want to borrow it since it also has Jake Gyllenhall. Argh...what is it with actors and hard spelling names?? Anyways...yeah...

Anyone wants to buy the Notebook DVD that I have previously? I need to get it back from Sarah first though. But yeah...anyone who wants to buy it, I'm selling it at RM5. The picture's clear...well, considering that it was bought after the movie came out...

But at least the fella from the shop, I think his name's Kenny, recognized me...asked me why I haven't been there for a while...hehe...Kenny...my first ever crush was on a neighbour named Kenny. He used to live in the flat opposite mine...I think he was a couple years older than I was..and I remember staring out my grill when his family moved...

How old was I then? I think about 6...*blushes*


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Nope, they are showing the 47th Annual Grammies, not the 48th. At least Alicia Keys is on there...I might watch it..or I might not..depends lah....I KNEW that it's too early for the show to be telecasted this week...there's been no buzz about it at all...

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Oasis is performing at the Indoor Stadium on the 23rd of January...BSB is performing at the Suntec Convention Center on the 24th of January. Is it wise to have these two bands on an island at the same time?

*shudders*

Security....

But me, I'm just trying to find a suitable time to coax my mom to let me use her Singapore car to drive to the airport on that Sunday or Monday...why? Cause BSB's scheduled to arrive around that time and I'd hate to rely on public transport. Changi Airport is so near to Bedok that it's ridiculous to pay extra cab fair....ok...so there IS the MRT...but then..*whines* I just don't see why my YOUNGER brother gets to drive around in Singapore while I have to stick to the MRT...Love the MRT...but...aiyah...see lah how it goes...

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My Comot now has 3 baby kittens.

Three little kittens lost their mittens and they didn't know what to do... He...my mom read that nursery rhyme to me allll the time when I was a kid..I loved 'em kittens!

So anyways...yeah...two have black fur and one's orange. Adorable..and she was considerate enough to give birth to them in the kitchen toilet...

Ahhh...I love my cats...

Friday, December 23, 2005

Believe Me

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just sayin
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen to me

Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one's around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen to me



From this moment on, I wash my hands clean of you. I'm too tired of crying and being stressed out about how I'm supposed to act around you, or about whether or not it could actually work. I'm tired of doing this to myself when there are better things I can think about than you.

So unless you actually give me a reason, or show me a reason to be patient with you, or that this is REALLY what you want for us, my hands are clean. I am done.

So Syima, it's ok dear..I totally understand...but I am glad that as a friend, that you are honest with me cause I would not have had it any other way.

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Are the Grammies this weekend? I doubt it coincides with the Christmas holidays but the ads on Channel V says that it's tomorrow at 4pm I think...hmm....I can always go and check.... (which is what I'm doing now..)

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My neighbour crashed his car at Kulai Besar where it ripped into two, literally. Four of them were in the care. Luckily none were seriously injured. Their parents are away, on hajj. The boy took out the car at 2am.

He lied about how the car crashed.

*sighs*

Gile lah... Insane, that's what it is...he's only 18...my brother's age..ridiculous....

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I'm trying to get my way down to Jusco today cause I need to get the catalouge for a couple of my friends..hehe..They know why...hehe...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Gah...one thing about these slow servers in UIA is that they don't upload your posts on time and you have to write it all over again...

*sigh*

A gist of what I wrote was that I wished one and all a Merry Christmas...and a complaint about how tired I've been lately. I need rest..but oh well..I've already skipped two classes today and although I feel guilty, I just couldn't take it. I've been spacing out lately in classes and although I don't think it's due to a mental breakdown, I can't help but wonder why I can't seem to concentrate.

Maybe the weekend break at home will do me some good. Provided I actually get a bus that is...*whispers a silent prayer*

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The server, like I said before, still pretty much sucks. I'm nowhere near downloading my Chrismukkah Bar-Mitzvukkah episode.Already the next episode is supposed to be a killer...well, in a sense that Caitlin Cooper's back from boarding school and she's all grown up. Well, she was a bitter, spoilt snob the last time we left her....so this is gonna be interesting...

The picture's pretty long..sorry bout that...

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I miss Starbucks Wangsa Maju... *blushes* Ah..shuddup...hehe...

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Ashaari said that he liked the present. Thank goodness...I thought it was pretty...ok...I dunno...I'm useless in terms of Star Wars merchandising...the fact that he likes it is good enough I guess....send me to Happy House and I know what to buy...(the shop is across to Toys R' Us Tampines Mall by the way)...

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It's movie-time people and I have a list of movies I SO wanna catch...

First in line, Perhaps Love....

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I don't care that it has Takeshi and I never thought of his as gorgeous...I don't care that the only thing I could understand from the trailer was "Ai Maeo" (did I even spell it right?) which means There's No Love...(Mel, did I get that right?) Heck...I don't even care that I have to watch it with subtitled. I WANT to watch the movie!

Memoirs of A Geisha....

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I know it's anticipated but heck..I read the book...finished it while standing up, waiting for Maryam at Orchard MRT...I love the book...I hope Zhang Zhi Yi does a good job in potraying Sayuri...

Finally I'm getting in touch with my Oriental half...

Walk The Line

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Because it's Reese in a serious role and because Johnny Cash's love story is amazing...

X-Men 3

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Because I love Rouge and although the Anna Paquin's character is more towards X-Men Academy (hell, most of the movie is anyways), I still love it...why? Cause there's James Bloody Marsden and Hugh Bloody Jackman...Even if the movie sucks, I'll still have my eye candy..

Check out Kelsey Grammer as Beast...you seriously cannot recognize him...
It's still a long way to go but...so what??

Monday, December 19, 2005

It's been a long weekend. I couldn't get online cause I was just too tired to get out of my room apart from buying my lunch and dinner. It's just that I've been all over the place that I just wanted to rest during the weekend. So yeah....It's promising to be a hectic week so...

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Survivor was crap. I mean, the supposed finale was just...ugh...I was waiting to death for the reunion show cause I wanted to catch a glance of Bobby Jon and to actually relive the whole season cause I'm pretty sure that Jeff will bring up the fact that Gary kinda lied about his career as a quarterback in the NFL and stuff about Jamie and B.J.'s sudden friendship...but doh....NTV 7 actually cut it alllllll off...sucks man...

Thursday, December 15, 2005

I don't know what the hell is the matter with the UIA server lately but my GAWD...It's so freaking slow! I'm trying my best to download OC's The Disconnect but it's taking me forever...I don't know what's causing the major jam in the connection but whatever it is, the problem should be fixed as soon as possible. It's driving me crazy that I can't download all the videos that I need. Cause yes...if you know me, you'd understand why I get this crazy about my downloads.

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Not to brag, but just to be thankful of the opportunities given to me, the Elits and the Theatre Club have appointed me to be the director for the Garage Sale and the Scriptwriting Workshop. I'm scared, honestly cause I don't know if I'm good enough for it, but I'm gonna try...it won't be easy of course, and it'll occupy a lot of my time but I'm gonna try...

I just hope I don't suck cause I'm so used to carrying out orders instead of the other way around.

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Guess whose favourite playing-non-stop-every-single-day song is number one this week on the charts? Mine!! Hehe...Don't Forget About Us is number one...that means Mariah's singles from TEOM, every single one that she's released commercially has reached number one. Although it's reminiscent of the good ol' days, it's still...well...Butterfly and Daydream will always be my favourite album of all time, that's all...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

I took this off Kat's Live Journal...and guess what? We have the same results...I don't even know if this is a complimentary or insulting result...but...ok then...


The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf)

Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.

Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.

These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.

 
You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.



ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy

CONSIDER: The Manchild


Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: firah

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Back from home...am in the Writing Lab again..seems this is the only place I can go now to actually surf the net since the labs are always freaking full...

Anyways..yeah...classes have begun as usual and it's still a bit draggy for me considering that the only thing that's in my mind right now is to go to the concert on the 24th of January. BACKSTREET BOYS, HERE I COME!!

Speaking of which, I forgot to mention that the 2nd last Survivor episode had Rafe singing I Want It That Way. And we all know by now that Danni won Survivor...They didn't have the live telecast here last night, although Singapore did, so I guess I'll be watching it this Friday as usual. Gah..anything to see my Bobby Jon man...

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The Boys just performed at the KISS FM Jingle Rock...or whatever that thing is...anyways, they've got pictures off not-like-you.net courtesy of Erin and Nick looks MUCHO hott....

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If ONLY he'd keep that hair till the concert on the 24th, I'll be sure to die...honestly...I'll die...5 rows from the front and I'd still die....

Man....only Carter can pull off a hair like that at the age of 25 (well, 26 in a couple of months time)

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Taufik was on the Tabung Amal Aidilfitri last Sunday. I watched it, (duh!) of course...he was wearing white...*fans herself* he should NOT be allowed to wear white..it throws girls off..I mean the smile...damn that smile...*huffs* ok, so anyways, he was there...and he sang first..in English and THEN in MALAY...I think I almost died when he sang it in Malay..I know my dad kept quiet..he was all, "Alah...si Taufik nih..." and all but when that boy hit those notes...phew....he was ssoooooooooo good looking..and his voice was awesome..I'm just wating for taufikbatisah.net to come up with the video cause I SO need it....gah...and the Mp3 as well....gahhh....

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I knew there was a reason why I found those twins on MTV Asia annoying...haha..yeah, any stupid excuse to justify my actions eh? Well..I was surfing on the MTV Asia site and found three pictures of them with the Boys...

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Oh, Nick must be ecstatic to have to gorgeous girls in his arms eh?

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Question is...where's Brian??

Friday, December 09, 2005

I feel like I was kinda rude when I called him last night. I don't think I spoke coarsely or anything, just that after more than two years of silence, all I said was whether or not he sent me two business cards instead of one.

I didn't mean to but I just didn't know what to do. I mean, everything's so blurry right now for me. I don't know if he wants us to be cordial with each other only or if he's allowing me to kinda slowly be his friend again. It's so weird and I guess I was a little unsure of what to do.

Is this an apology? In a way, I guess it is...towards the akward sudden call last night. The least I could do was ask him how he was doing right? So yeah...it would really help if I get an actual answer..if I don't, it's fine..if I do...it'll be better..*sighs* but yeah..I hope that cleared things up a bit...

If he reads this, fine...if he doesn't, oh well...

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FINALLY got Carrie's Jesus Take The Wheel video. She looks absolutely GORGEOUS in it...so much so that I just had to make a blend out of the pictures. This was soooo easy that I was pretty surprised at how fast I finished it. But yeah...I'm pretty proud that it turned out this way!

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Mariah's causing a stir after her 5 freaking Billboard Awards win with EIGHT freaking nominations for the Grammies. Of course, We Belong Together is up there as well. Honestly, if she doesn't take home at least one award, then that has got to be something seriously wrong with them jury.

One nomination I REALLY did not expect was for Best Traditional R&B Vocal Performance cause it's for Mine Again. A song I absolutely LOVE, ADORE, am in total OBSESSION over. So if she gets that one, I'd be insanely ecstatic.

Record Of The Year

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz Featuring De La Soul
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day
Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani
Gold Digger - Kanye West

Album Of The Year

The Emancipation Of Mimi - Mariah Carey
Chaos And Creation In The Backyard - Paul McCartney
Love. Angel. Music. Baby. - Gwen Stefani
How To Dismantle An Atomic Bomb - U2
Late Registration - Kanye West

Song Of The Year

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
Bless The Broken Road - Rascal Flatts
Devils & Dust - Bruce Springsteen
Ordinary People - John Legend
Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own - U2

Best Female Pop Vocal Performance

It's Like That - Mariah Carey
Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson
Good Is Good - Sheryl Crow
Will Not Be Broken - Bonnie Raitt
Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani

Best Female R&B Vocal Performance


We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
1 Thing - Amerie
Wishing On A Star - Beyoncé
Free Yourself - Fantasia
Unbreakable - Alicia Keys

Best Traditional R&B Vocal Performance

Mine Again - Mariah Carey
Summertime - Fantasia
A House Is Not A Home - Aretha Franklin
If I Was Your Woman - Alicia Keys
Stay With You - John Legend

Best R&B Song

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
Cater 2 U - Destiny's Child
Free Yourself - Fantasia
Ordinary People - John Legend
Unbreakable - Alicia Keys

Best Contemporary R&B Album

The Emancipation Of Mimi - Mariah Carey
Touch - Amerie
Destiny Fulfilled - Destiny's Child
Turning Point - Mario
O - Omarion

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Picture taken from (where else?) Mariahdaily.com of Mariah with I THINK Patti and Chad from Nickelback.

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There seems to be this whole huge argument about Canthony on the forums that I have so obviously missed. Apparently Canthony is no longer around with Carrie with some guy named Chad and Anthony someone named Rebecca..am gonna read all the way through to find out what this is about...

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thursday. In the Writing Lab. STILL trying to download. I HATE not having wireless. But it's slowly working out I guess...I got about 1/10th of the stuff that I've been planning to download, simply cause about 1/2 of the stuff are from Carriefans.com and the server there's down due to the fact that too many people are trying to access Carrie's Billboard Awards performance.

Oh well..there's this Tuesday, where I plan to, after my 9am class, go to Starbucks and download till my 2pm class.

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I'm going back this weekend. Whatever happened to my responsibilites for the Jati Diri weekend? I had to ditch it simply cause I NEED to go and get more of my stuff from home. So that means, nopes, I'm not attending this weekend. Besides, it's a holiday on Monday, and there's no way I'm missing out on a 3 day weekend.

My bus is at 1.30pm and I HOPE that I won't be late catching it. My classes finish at 12.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Ryan Gosling and Rachel Mcadams are a couple now.

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Here.

This article kinda explains it all, although I AM a little late reporting this. Ryan and Rachel

And these gorgeous pictures were taken from here.

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What is it about this movie that makes people go lovey-dovey? Ah...well, for me, it's a whole other reason, more on the personal level. For the both of them, on the other hand, well...they are just plain too cute to not be together!

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Mariah won 5 Billboard awards. WOOOOPPPP!!!

Saturday, December 03, 2005

I'm logging in before I go back to campus tomorrow. I have NO idea if I'll be getting wireless connection there yet or not so here's keeping my fingers crossed. Am blogging early cause they are showing America's Sweethearts at 10pm.

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Gof Akara.

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Oh man..there you go ladies..that's my third crush on a Thai. *swoons*

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Me gonna zip off! Downloading Take That's album. Isn't it strange that I'm liking them NOW that they are split up?

Friday, December 02, 2005

Oh My WORD! Did anyone catch the womens 4x100 relay just now? Oh my WORD! It was insane! I was practically biting my tongue...Phillipines and Singapore were neck and neck through and through until Joceline practically glided into the pool to give Singapore the extra lead. Oh man...it was sick! It was SO sick! And the girls not only took home the gold but also broke the record. Oh man...

It was insane....and I saw Mark Chay again..hehe...*giggles* I didn't know he's 22! That means we're just a year apart! How awesome is that??

And I woke up early to try and see if Malaysia had a coverage of the Equestrian team cause Kat told me that it'll be at 10 but noooooooooo..nothing AT ALL! I was actually trying to catch a glimpse of the Ambak brothers cause Kat's friends with them and are hanging out with them there right now...but nopes..there were none...oh well...

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I love Dru Hill's 5 Steps. I do.
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I didn't want to post this up until I had the pictures to accompany it with.

I caught the What I Like About You episode that had Luke Perry guest starring it. OMG!! Haha..well, see, the reason why I watched the show in the first place is because Jennie Garth stars in it. I LOVED her in BH 90210 (come on...Brenda's the bitch but Kelly was always the quiet girl gone wild) and to see her in a role quite unlike the self-destructable Kelly Taylor was refreshing...

And I stuck to it through the three seasons that they've shows so far....and BAM! Suddenly, Luke Perry comes on...and my first reaction was, "Oh WOW! It's Luke Perry!" then the scene cuts to Jennie and I actually went, "Hey! Them! Beverly Hills!" and my brothers were like "Yeah...yeah...we know".... *blushes*

And it was sooooo freaking hilarious the way they spoofed BH 90210 with Jennie and Luke in their 1990s get up and with the theme song actually blearing in the background as they cut to flashback....I dunno how to explain it cause only a die-hard 90210er can explain the irony of it all...They even had references of a Jason Priestley (I dunno HOW to spell his name!) lookalike passing by and them saying, "Hey Brandon!" and references to Todd's (Dylan's actually) girlfriend Brenda being in Paris.

Me being me, oh so typical me, went scouraging the net for pics of them..haha...so the ones in colour were from What I Like About You (with the one on the right being the "flashback sequence") and the ones in black and white taken from their 90210 days...

*sings* Memories......

Yep, me was a 90210 junkie when I was a kid...I watched Tori Spelling change her hair to every known colour in the world...it went that far back...

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Another Gold haul at the swimming finals today...it's just so freaking awesome...I love it!!!

And Mark Chay won silver...ah....finally he's on the podium...ok..so I have a crush on Mark Chay..he's cute...hehe...and he lost to Alex Lim...fair enough...Alex Lim is like a dolphin in the pool man..anyone who comes second to him is just superb...

Gahh...I love 'em swimming boys! I told Kat about how hot the Fillipinos are..and she said that the Malaysian boys are too....hehe....internation loving right there!!And she gave me this question, "If you could steal one thing from me, what would it be?" and my answer to that was, "Your ability to see Colby in real life outside the MTV screen cause by golly...he's gorgeous....

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And us three, Kathy, Kat and I are going for the concerts in our respective countries. How cool is that? To have a triangle that links The Phillipines, Singapore and Australia together? It's so freaking awesome..my seats will be seperate from the girls but..oh well...right now, I don't freaking care...I just wanna watch them live....AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!
 

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